Hilaria Baldwin suffered "tremendous anxiety and stress" when she first moved in with Alec Baldwin

During the latest episode of their reality TV show 'The Baldwins', Hilaria explained: "I used to do things very much the way Alec wanted them. I lived with tremendous anxiety and tremendous stress ...

"I almost felt like I was a kid in an adult's home. I don't want to say parent because that sounds weird. But someone's home and I didn't feel like it was my home."

Hilaria previously admitted she used to judge women in age-gap relationships before she started dating Alec.

During an appearance on her 'Witches Anonymous' podcast, Hilaria explained: "Before I got together with Alec, I would judge women and men that had big age differences.

"I would look at it like: 'This older man wants some, like, young bimbo with no opinions whatsoever'. And then that younger woman is obviously a gold digger, and she obviously doesn't even care and is just like: 'OK, whatever, I hope you die and I'm gonna take all your money'.

"Now that I'm in that relationship, and people will say those things about me regularly, I realise, I'm like: 'Oh, my God, what was this trained into my head?'

"And why was I so judgmental about other people who are literally just finding love? Maybe their love looks different from you and from your love or from what I thought love would be, but it doesn't make it not valid."

She also recently talked about the 26 years between them during a previous episode of their TV show - admitting she still feels "insecure" about the age-gap.

Hilaria said: "Obviously, our age difference is there. I am always insecure. Even when I had dinner with him [for the first time], I felt like it was a big deal that someone was bringing me out.

"I was in the land of splitting the check, and it was a big deal that he paid. I didn't take that lightly. Then he texted me asking: 'What do you think about dating someone 26 years older than you?'

"What I appreciated about him was that he was very into consent. He asked to kiss me for the first time."